of what remains
of what remains
Lately I've been thinking 'bout some things that I don't like
Probably just gonna think about those things again tonight
Lost mentally, I grab the pen and then I write some rhymes
Or I try to "find" myself by always lighting up the pipe
Hiding from the fact that I can't even buy new shoes
GTA, can't afford anything, regardless, win or lose
Really no way to go far without getting on the news
Or doing something stupid just to get a couple views
Just anotha' day, anotha' dolla', being me
Yet, I'm stuck in this cycle, wishing that I could run free
Often I feel my story was written to be this way
Yeah, I like to act pretentious, Wave of Decay
But really I know I'm lost and I say it every day
And I gotta wear a mask, inside I'm filled with dismay
Livin' off my income, no I can't afford supper
Makin' about nothin', only makes my mind suffer
And almost every morning I overthink in my bed
"Yeah, I gotta get my life together, needles and a thread"
"Maybe writin' all these bars will help me make a little bread"
"I hope that I can make it before times out and I'm dead"
But those are just the feelings that I have of what remains
Talkin' 'bout this world, yeah, it has no love in it's veins
So I have no choice, thinkin' 'bout things I don't like
And of course I'm gonna think about those things again tonight
That's why I grab the pen and then I write all of my rhymes
Just to repeat the same cycle, inhaling smoke from the pipe