Ashtray
Ashtray
Do you remember when you used to love me?
Now every night I'm not feeling okay
When you replaced me with him, I felt ugly
You put our love out like a blunt in an ashtray
Do you remember when you used to love me?
Now every night I'm not feeling okay
When you replaced me with him, I felt ugly
You put our love out like a blunt in an ashtray
I remember when we used to hold hands
And now you went and got a new man
If I'm being honest, I think he's kind of bland
I treated you so good, I don't understand
You've got my mind in a horrible place
I haven't even wanted people to see my face
My true self isn't someone I wanna embrace
In my head, you're a ghost I have to chase
But every time I try, it makes me feel even worse
Falling so deep for you was nothing but a curse
I wouldn't have done it, if I had known that at first
And because of you, now I'm writing this verse
Honestly my mind has been nothing but tired
Now it's 4AM, I take a hit to feel higher
I've cried so much it feels like my eyes are on fire
And being alright is something I can only desire
Oh, I can only desire
Take a hit to feel higher
Oh, I can only desire
Take a hit to feel higher
Do you remember when you used to love me?
Now every night I'm not feeling okay
When you replaced me with him, I felt ugly
You put our love out like a blunt in an ashtray
Do you remember when you used to love me?
Now every night I'm not feeling okay
When you replaced me with him, I felt ugly
You put our love out like a blunt in an ashtray
Oh, I can only desire
Take a hit to feel higher
Oh, I can only desire